Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone.

can i be more than.

this?

bitches be crazy.

a sexy bitch makes a sexy corpse.

or so i've heard.

out of my own mouth.

MUAHAHAHA

Let's be Realistic.

I'm only a statistic to you.

or maybe it's the other way around...

i am changing this post. MUAHAHAHAHAH!

i think i'm switching.

to social worker.

or

imma take a year off.

haven't decided yet.

SO.

i'm thinking.

either i switch courses for the fall.

and do a general arts or something.

which doesnt seem like a great idea because thats a two year course in itself..

or.

i could finish what i started.

get my accounting diploma from loyalist.

and then look into going to school to be a therapist.

because that seems to be what i enjoy most.

accounting.

its good money, good hours, and once i wrap my head around everything i should have no problem remembering and doing it.

but i'm going to end up hating life eventually.

doing math every single day

for more stupid people.

when my friends talk to me about things.

i always seem to think i should be giving them advice.

i dont mean to do it constantly, but that seems to be how it goes.

so

obviously its something i will have no problem doing.

i'm still thinking on it.

Homework is lame.

it makes kitty sad

it is only after you have lost everything

that we are free to do anything.

- theoatmeal.com

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my body cant handle all this stress.

i need to make sure i'm not scheduled to work at 11am on wednesday next week.

because i really dont think i can handle working until midnight on tuesday and then coming back in wednesday morning.

thats probably whats making my thursdays turn into a pile of shit.

i feel like shit. :(

love me while you can.

send me a postcard.

drop me a line.

stating points of view.

indicate precisely what you mean to say.

you're sincerely

wasting away.

.

yo i'm the ninja in charge.

i couldnt even fokken believe that my dick is so large.

MAKE ROOOOM!

All Hail the Heartbreaker.

No means yes.

i can tell.

you're not going to be together forever.

if i were a rule.

i'd bend for you.

SIGH

i dunno if this is what i want to do for the rest of my life.

now that i'm actually paying attention to classes.

i seem to be understanding it.

i don't like the way that Bruce teaches accounting.

he's hard to listen to.

but as long as i try to stay focused.

i can learn this shit.

i need to keep this initiative that i seem to have today.

otherwise i'm just going to get lost in the shuffle again.

so many classes.

so much homework.

wasnt high school supposed to prepare us for this?

I'm an addiction.

don't let me get me.

...

or you.

when i'm high.

i'm more willing.

to do different things.

but i lose awareness.

of my body.

and if it's actually looking good.

or just awkward.

cuz that happens lots.

so which is better to do without?

i hear that going with the flow leads to trouble.

or maybe thats me making up things.

because i tend to do that and just add "i hear" to the beginning or end of the sentence.

either way.

i'm just.

basically.

going with the flow.

because it's fun.

fun usually leads me down the wrong road.

but we shall see.

and i wont let it happen again..

i can have my fun.

but reality has to stay in my mind.

otherwise i'll end up moving to peterborough again.

hahaha.

You be good to me, and I'll be so good to you.

If you didn't care.

What happened to me.

And I didn't care.

For you.

We would.

Zig-zag our way.

Through the boredom and pain.

Occasionally.

Glancing up through the rain.

Wondering.

Which of the buggers to blame.

And watching.

For pigs on the wing.

@>--

why do my troubles seem so insignificant?

and yet they wont leave ME alone.

But they don't seem worth telling anyone else...

bring that next level shit.

I was a victim

of a fucked situation.

A stalk in the system

with no fokken assistance.

Fuck a rich bitch.

Breath Taker, Smile Faker.

everyone regrets some things.

sometimes.

but i don't like to.

i say that i don't believe in regret.

which obviously isn't true.

but i do try not to regret things.

because what's the point?

it just brings you down.

for things that cant be changed.

everything that i have done.

has led me to who i am today.

and for the most part.

i like who i am.

Nothing comes from nothing.

nothing ever does.