Birthday!

i dont know what i want.

what else is new?

Bitches.

im going to this!

sosososososo excited.
like.

cant even explain.

We think too much

and feel too little.

sometimes i wonder if this is just a big scheme you have planned out to ultimately screw me over in the end.

but all i can do is wait and see.

i truely hope thats not the case.

i am 21 as of this day.

and i've had a great birthday weekend!
i got to see mostly all of the people i wanted to see

and i simply had a glorious time!

probably because of the continuous shots, bongs, and munchies.
pictures shall be uploaded soon!

i havez da best friendz ev-uhhz! :)

loneliness hurts.

that's all i have to say right now.

let's do the time warp again !

Don't outsmart your common sense.

why am i such a douche?
sorry for ruining your day.

And on that note...

happy valentines day.

i wanted to post it on your facebook...
but i know you don't care for valentines day either, anddd i dunno if it's too soon.

i'll think about it again tomorrah.
goodnight world!

1:31am and i probably wont fall asleep for another 3 hours, but we shall seee!

Oh Happy Day...

i've been very undecided about valentines day these past few years.

i like the idea of a day to spend with your significant other and maybe make it special in some way.

but does it have to be by spending as much money as you can?

or making other people feel lonely?

i know thats not what it's about but there are so many single people out there seeing peoples facebook and twitter accounts, talking about their awesome plans or their awesome valentines day.

it makes people feel left out.

and besides, why can't you just treat every day like valentines day?

if you're with someone you love or care for, should it really be that difficult?

i hope you know how much i care for you.

i am kinda afraid to show it because...

well, i know what can happen when people open up too quickly.

it pushes the other person away.

so dont take it the wrong way.

i'm just being careful.

and we might as well take our time with this right?
make sure we both know what we want.
we've realized before how similar we are when it comes to relationships..

hah.

but i do miss my super more than any other system..

i think simply because i loved that version of super mario and zelda.

mmhm!