the future is now bitch.

What's the use..

i really shouldnt care either way.
i suppose its good that i care
i mean,
it IS good that i care
but one way or the other...
does it really matter?
it doesnt change this life
this country
this planet.

i care too much
far too often
which only makes
the pain worse.
the pain
that probably shouldnt exist
at all...

and even after a wonderful day together
i still wonder
why it's so difficult
to speak to me
to show me
that you
care for me
too.

A mental mind-fuck can be nice

Hold up, wait a minute.

Let me put some beats up in it.



I'm excited for Boston. :)
I feel terrible because I still haven't told Sabrina that she's not joining me.
But we haven't been able to hang out much since she started her new job, I was never able to get the discographies to her so she could prepare.
I've barely even prepared myself...

I shouldnt be up right now.
I've just got too much random shit on my mind.


I'll feel better once I see you. <3




and when I talk to Sabrina.
although that will definitely make me feel like a dick at first.
but I has my reasons.
and I need to put me first some days.
yuh.
the end.

I would love to love you.

Sometimes I'm a fool.

It just happens...







I blame it on being a woman.
But really it's just my crazy human brain
bein crazy.

I don't know what I see in your eyes.

If you're gonna rock
Rock me baby,
Rock me right.

If you're gonna smoke
Smoke me baby,
Roll me tight.

how bout some pokemon?

cuz they cute.

mmmhm!

i will dig a hole and label it love
and trick him to fall in from above
strategically placed
at the front door

i'll coax him to come back to get more.
heh.

Too weird to live

Too rare too die

my friends will always be my favourite things in this world.

i hope you all realize how much i love and appreciate each and every one of you

yuh i gotta get all mushy on ya's every once in a while

lately more than most.

love life. :)

I'm Walking on Sunshine!

i like this boy.
i like his style.
i like how we talk all day
and how much of a gentleman he is.

i like that he is the most chill man i have ever met.
i like the way he holds me
i like that i have a choice in everything
and i like that he will make decisions too.

i like his sexy musical talents
i like his sense of humor
i like his face
his mouth
his eyes

hiiim.

YES!

i forgot that i had found this one day and got super excited.
one more yeeeear! :D

I keep forgetting about Community.
It's such a great show.
I need to get it.



BOY TONIGHT <3

(:

Lollipop.

He loves to kiss me till I can't see straight

Gee

my

lollipop

is

great.





I call him

Lollipop!

Maybe god wanted me to be nothing special.

I'm not racist.
I'm opinionated.
- Jenny Brooks-Crowe