Friday, January 21, 2011

Stay away from me.

I'm bad luck.


car crashes, attempted suicide, family members dying or losing jobs...
man.
i'm a curse.



just be friends with me, kay?
i like friends.
and i'm not ready to think about a relationship.
it's too much work.
and will put a large emotional burden on me.


i just want to be free.
of thinking about how to tell you.
what i felt.
when we hugged...



i dont want to be in a relationship with you.
unfortunately, i mean never.
but you're /the/ best friends i've ever had.
so please!
don't let this ruin us.

i wish i could find a way to say this to your face. but i cant. i cant find the right words. and this is the only way i can say it. i'm sure you'll probably end up asking me about it eventually. and i'll probably tell you the same.
i'm sorry.
but i'm still looking for something.

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