Don't let me get me.

But please.
PLEASE let me understand me.

on another note.

I was too high

and too drunk on saturday.

I wanted to show Holly that I'm not so bad.

but I feel like I was more socially awkward than usual.

and may have simply annoyed the fuck out of her.

ehn.

I try too hard sometimes.

Being intoxicated is supposed to help me not try so hard.

It's supposed to help me not think so much.

But I just start to think and worry even more.

I still had a great time though. :)
it was awesome seeing all of them again.

and I had never been drunken bowling before.

I've never been bowling on MDMA before either.

I sucked ass, up until the last play.

3 strikes in a row bitchasssss.