hah.

sometimes i don't think before i speak.

that's a pretty normal thing though right?

but usually.

it's always at the worst times.

like right now.

i'm high.

i'm watching south park.

and i have no idea what i'm going to say.

also am having a lot of troubles typing..

anyway.
what i want to say

is that i need to remember that true friends.

never talk bad about their friends.

no matter how high

or angry they may be.

it is only temporary.

no need to make any rash decisions.

or say anything that i know i'll regret later.

because that's not what friends do.

friends are there for you
/no matter what/

and if there's anything that i am confident in.

is that i try every day.

to be the best friend that i can be.

to all of my friends.

but its difficult to be there for all of them.

all the time.

i get exhausted.

and draw myself back from everyone for a while.

tonight was the first time i've checked my facebook notifications in over a week.

but i still seem to be very undecided about facebook...

so that's no shocker.

i will avoid opening some conversations on my phone until i feel again like i can HAVE a conversation with someone.

i go to work and don't bother asking people more than "how are you".

i feel like a zombie.

the days are all the same...

well,
that's going to change a bit.

i should easily get this supervisor position.

more responsibilities to keep me distracted.

and more money.

as for my friends.

you know i love you.

and i'll always be here for you. :)

i shouldn't write blog posts when i'm high.

stick ta pictures.