Burnt-Out and Bored.

so dear blog
i guess i have been neglecting you a bit lately
i made you so i could have a place to put all my secrets
stuff that i only tell a few people
like you few people that read this.

becuz i like yuhs.
and you won't judge.


maggie is a little sweetheart
when she wants to be
and thats the truth of it.
i've been having a good time
trying to forget things that upset me
and just have fun.
she's been helping
i get free drugs
and we play board games.
is a good time.

i like that i just dont care around her
i dont have to say anything
or i can be a complete bitch
or go skinny dipping in daylight
well,
we had shorts on,
ew trenton water.

but im trying to have fun
get all the partying out of my system
before next year.


i finally decided what im going to school for
i need to look into the programs and different schools but
its exciting to feel so sure.
i will have so many options when i get out of school i should have no troubles finding what i love.
and i cant wait to get out of this area, its getting to me, always being alone...
thats what it feels like
why does it feel like that?
i have so many people around here.
so many friends that i can go visit at basically any hour...

well thas a pretty good rant.
 i need a title though.

oh
i have the perfect one.