i can't grant your every wish
i'm not your knight in shinning armor
so i just leave you with this kiss.
its september now.
i keep telling myself that i want to move
that things will be better if i just get the fuck out of this area
but how will it be better?
then i wont have any family near by
none of my friends for when i need them...
but when im here
all i do is sleep
and smoke weed.
i've been in this area for so long
that everything reminds me of something
and sometimes it makes me more depressed.
i keep thinking that things wont change if i stay here
but things are always changing
im always changing
the people that i spend time with are always different
and eventually i'll come back to life...
i just want my energy back
my motivation.
and im never happy
when im alone anymore...
and alone used to be my favourite way to be.
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