For always and forever, baby.

i know that you dont want to hurt him.

and i think that's part of the reason you can't end it.

because you know that your relationship will never work.

but you feel bad.

don't feel bad.
he has hurt you far too many times.
and you need to get angry
and tell him that!
tell him that you don't want to cry anymore!
he causes you so much pain

but you can't let go

because you don't want to hurt the boy that has been your love for so long.

and

because of your history.

i love you dearly.
i just can't sit back and watch this anymore.

it's starting to really hurt just to see it.
because you're a Blue.
sensitive, creative, Blue. <3