I know you probably don't read this.
But just in case you do, yes I stole this from your tumblr.

“Life is a comedy for those who think, and a tragedy for those who feel.”

- Horace Walpole

and i stole it because it's true.
and you need to stop feeling.
smoke all that weed you're talking about.
and THEN think.
think about the fact that you've never actually been angry with him.
your anger has always been turned towards yourself and others that he is with.
but you have to realize that there is nothing wrong with /you/
you just need to find the right person.
yes, you believe it to be him.
but if he doesn't feel the same way about you, then it can't be him!
and life is too short to sit around sulking about it.
maybe, some day, in the DISTANT future, you two can try this again.
but nothing is going to change.
if you dont trust him.
or anybody.

“Anyone can become angry - that is easy. But to be angry with the right person, to the right degree, at the right time, for the right purpose, and in the right way - that is not easy.”

- Aristotle

i stole that too ^
:)