i hate that i have to talk to you about this.
i want to simply send you a facebook message.
just get it done and over with.


i'm angry at you today.
and you have no idea.
which in turn, fuels my anger.
and sadness.


sucks that aarons going to be gone for a few months and you're losing your best friend.
maybe if you'd answer to my texts trying to figure out plansss
but no.
you'll just wait until morning...
sure, i don't reply right away sometimes.
but if i'm trying to make plans with someone, i fucking make sure i reply to them!
i was going to have you over tonight.
but it /really/ seems like.
you don't care about seeing me.
unless i'm coming over to aarons...


so why should i care about seeing you?
i've already decided that things are better if we just stay friends.
you're not worth the hurt.
but it also hurts, hearing you talk about aaron.
and spending time with his kids.

so this is why i wont send your facebook message tonight.
because yes i'm done with you.
and i said this wouldn't ruin our friendship.
but you may have to stop talking to me about him for a while.

otherwise i can't continue to stay friends.