Can you feel it?

y'know, i think i've only given the link to my blog to 6 people.

i strongly believe only half of you check it, or have looked through the entire thing.

but i guess becky is right, human beings are selfish pricks.

every single one of them .

and i hate to say it,
but that includes me.


but really, what choice do we have?
we were born into this society, this era of touch screen and 3-D ready electronics.

the internet.

CELL PHONES.
this is what is normal to us.

yes it's pathetic.

but what does it matter?
we're all dying anyway, just slowly.

and who knows, tomorrow you could find out you have some terminal disease.
(thanks Weeds)


live like you're dying

be nice to those around you.

i found life instructions at one point

have fun.

do not hurt people
do not accept defeat

and strive to be happy.

everyone breaks these rules.
i, have to clean to day which is no fun at all.

i have hurt people, most were by accident but i'm sure there were a few that was on purpose or i knew whatever i was going to say would cause pain.
i accepted defeat this weekend, no point holding onto something that's going no where. i understand we're supposed to always have confidence in ourselves, we can do anything if we put our minds to it. but thats really, not always the case.
and strive to be happy...
well.
that can be very difficult sometimes, but we all do our best, right?


agh.
i guess my point is.
i'm sorry. <3