maybe you'll never know how much it hurts.

but i guess it shouldn't matter.

we said we'd continue to talk about everything.

keep it in the open so no one gets hurt.
and i didn't follow that.

but now i can't talk to aaron like normal. because i still have my own shit to get over.
and also i'm afraid for him.

i know you told him that as long as he doesn't try to steal you away from me, then everything is okay.

but you know guys.

that thought won't stay in their head.

and maybe aaron is different.

but it's still going to hurt him if you decide that you can't continue with this.

maybe he'll be lucky and you're feelings will take over and you'll start dating.

you're basically dating now anyway.

might as well make it official.




yeaaahhhhhhhh i ain't got much else on my mind lately.
cept that my kitteh is adorable.

and so is Eliza.

her second birthday was yesterday.

soooooo cute.

do you remember me?

and how we used to be?
do you think that we should be
closer?